Isabel Borgers

I wonder if Adam felt like this
When Eve was gone from his sight.
Like he was unbalanced-
Like he had lost a limb-
Like he had lost a rib.
Your name is engraved
In my every thought.
Your face is in
My most beloved of dreams.
I wait for you-
To come back for me.
And I will wait here,
Lopsided,
Until you do.
One hundred years
of pedestrians
has formed a dip
in the brick walkway
I imagine all those shoes
treading that same spot
day after day
and remember Hopkin’s line—
generations
have trod, have trod, have trod
What if
instead of grandma’s sweet tea
Summer fireflies
peach preserves
or blackberry jam
mason jars held
memories
each jar filled
with a different moment
to recall them
you just unscrew the lid
scoop out a morsel
and place it on your tongue
the taste taking you back to
years and years and years ago
or maybe just
to last month
some memories taste bitter
like when you fell
off the playground
and cried
some taste sweet
like that time your mom
made your favorite cake
or when all your friends came
over and you laughed so hard
you knew you would never forget
Stopped at the traffic light
I idly observe
people hurrying across
the skyway
from the parking garage
to the hospital
wondering at this solitary glimpse
a fragment of their lives
the time it takes for the light to change
The silver ribs of the suspended
sidewalk hold
clear glass panels together
its carpeted floor
bears the weight of souls—
nurses and other staff leaving
friends or family coming
holding a paper wish
get well soon
The light turns green,
and I inch towards
the car in front of me
taking one last glance
at the skyway,
just in time to see a woman
in heels walking
to the hospital
holding flowers.
The mourners come in weeping wailing waves
And, streaming through the cemetery gate
with ashen veils, the solemn demonstrate
devotion for the corpses of mass graves.
Tis the season for the body count
to surge as young and old meet their demise.
I cannot think a reason underlies
the prevalence in our deadly amount
making an escalation of this sort;
yet I suppose there ought to be a cause
for gaping Death to open wide his jaws
and pay the men of youth and talent short.
So many parting shades have flown this year;
let no more die, the ones whom we revere.
Almost all things turn out fine,
You’ll see.
Trees’ leaves fall to the ground
Like maidens stripping off their silken robes
To step into the baths
And dip their roots
To test the soapy water.
Trees shed their foliage
And shiver in the winter wind
Skeletons standing tall
Fingers reaching motionless toward the sky.
Birds’ nests wither and die
Floating away in storms
Or idle breezes
And chipping away
At the twigs.
The bite of cold cracks
And bark splits open
Spilling frozen innards
Of a dying plant.
Unfeeling, unflinching
It stands the snow piling down
Dusting its arms
Balding its scalp
Breaking its resolute spine
Which still does not give.
The bone is hard and wet
But not yet brittle enough
To topple.
And Decembers roll into Januaries
And Februaries come after
And a long winter it endures.
Months of pressure and snow
Of such a degree
Would kill a man
And turn us all
To bone.
And March ushers in the sun once more.
The cold chill abates
As the snow washes into rivers of tears.
Such sympathy from its oppressor
Breathes life back into its weary sinews.
The great burdened being sighs
And sprigs of green hair
Bloom on every edifice.
Tentatively, it reaches out its roots once more
And finding the boundaries of weary winter months
At last broken
Leaps into new growth
With a heart of
Unabashed hope.
And such a tree as this
Always survives the starving season
And keeps standing
Under aches and pains
And hard rains.
Almost all things turn out fine
You see.
cotton candy clouds litter my young dreams
with stars and suns
dancing just above my head
dolls’ blank and smiling faces
worn pale
gaze off the shelf
wearing dust like a blanket
tea leaves spin from my hair
growing long and wild
flower petals
constellations of blood
flowing
mourn a vanished child
The children are not weeping for our souls;
they are shaking innard quaking
tears streaming hot
hearts beating rapid fire pitter-patter
like the shotguns in our mouths
scared stiff and senseless in fear of our foulness
fear for our fists.
The children do not cry out in joy at the sight of us coming home;
they are crying parched screams we ignore
what they preach
to restore in them a confidence we killed.
They cry in desperate will
in the mere chance lightning will strike twice
in the hope we not kill them too.
The children do not smile because they like us or are like us;
we perpetuate facts and acts
beyond legitimate knowledge of nature
beyond seasons of knives and needles
for these whose winters have yet to end
smile warm smiles to grin and bear
because they know what we will do
what we will turn into if they don’t.
The children refuse to admit us to their games not because
they think us too high and mighty;
angelic alabaster feathers on chintz pages
we are the serpentine monsters and murderers
destroy all we touch and would them too
without rhyme or reason or correlating consequences
beyond sands and symphonies
because we rule the word
we rule the world wickedly.