The Burn

Alicyn Harris

Sarah let out a sigh. “Do we have to visit the creepy old house?” She groaned. It was almost sunset, and she was ready to go home. They’d been hiking all day. 
“This is the last stop, I promise,” James responded, glancing over his shoulder at her and smiling. He paused for a moment, observing the house that sat in the middle of the clearing and was surrounded by woods. “I’ve read stories about this house. Some old couple died here.” 
Sarah stopped beside him, looking out at the half-burned house on the hill. “What were their names?” She asked, looking over at him. 
“Margaret and Edward Smith,” he answered. He looked back at her with a wide grin. “Rumor has it they still haunt this house.” There was a small pause as he looked up at the house for another moment. The sun was setting, casting eerie shadows across the meadow. Without another word, he started walking again. 
“Where are you going?” Sarah called after him, though she knew perfectly well where he was going. He had a curious nature, and she knew he wouldn’t leave until he’d explored at least some of the house. When he kept walking and didn’t answer her, she followed after him. “I don’t think this is safe,” she muttered under her breath. 
James reached the house several moments before Sarah did. She warily stepped inside, nervously glancing across the room. The structure seemed weak, especially the remainder of the ceiling that covered them. It looked like it would collapse at any moment. When she found him, he was standing in the middle of it, a blank expression on his face. 
“What are you looking at?” She asked, walking over to stand beside him. She followed his gaze to a spot on the wall that he seemed to be transfixed on, but nothing was there. It was an ordinary wall. “What is it?” She asked again. He still didn’t answer, just continued to stare at the wall. She placed a hand on his shoulder, but he didn’t move. “James?” 
Still, there was nothing. Sarah began to grow more panicked. “James? Come on, this isn’t funny.” When there was still no response, she shook his shoulder. Her heart began to race. Something was seriously wrong. 
“Boo!” James suddenly shouted, reaching out and grabbing the hand that was on his shoulder. Sarah shrieked and jumped backwards. He was laughing at her. “That was hilarious,” he said, laughing so hard he could hardly speak. “You should’ve seen your face.” 
She punched him in the arm. 
“Ow! That hurt.” He winced, rubbing his arm. A smile was back on his face after a few moments. He started walking through the house again. 
Sarah was shaking her head at him, but she still had a small smile on her face. “Okay, you’ve had your fun, can we leave now?” 
Just as she said that, the faint smell of smoke filled the room. Her brow furrowed in confusion. “Where is that coming from?” No one else was in the house and there was no fire going. It seemed to grow stronger by the second as if they were standing in the middle of the inferno that had destroyed this house over 100 years ago, but there wasn’t any smoke in the air. It was a perfectly clear night. The moon was shining brightly overhead. She gazed upwards, peering at it through the holes in the ceiling. 
“Something’s wrong…” James murmured. A shiver ran through him, and floorboards creaked in the other room. 
Sarah glared at him. “You’ve already scared me once. You won’t trick me again.” Sweat trickled down her forehead and she reached up to wipe it away with the back of her hand. It had been a cool autumn day earlier, but the heat seemed to be gathering in the house. “Can we please leave? It’s hot in here and I want to go home,” she complained. The floorboards creaked loudly in the other room, making her jump. 
“Relax,” James said. “It’s probably just a raccoon or something.” 
A figure, an apparition, appeared out of the darkness. She had a withered face and wore tattered clothing stained black with soot. She seemed blurry and unfocused, and Sarah wasn’t sure if it was her own vision blurring or if it actually was this woman’s appearance. She looked down at the elderly woman’s feet and found that they weren’t touching the ground. It took her only moments to realize that she didn’t have feet at all. Her body faded into nothingness, only empty air, yet when she moved the floors under her shifted and creaked. Moments later, another figure appeared beside her, this time a man with burn marks covering half his face. 
The two of them stared at the young couple, unmoving and completely silent. Their eyes were like black holes, a deep and dark abyss. James and Sarah were almost in a trance as they looked back at the ghosts in front of them. In the back of their minds, they wanted to scream and run, but they found their feet unable to move. 
A light began to grow in the eyes of the elderly couple. It was dim at first but began to grow and light up the entire room. Flames erupted throughout the room, pouring out of the eyes of the ghosts like a dragon’s breath and consuming the house.
An old couple walked down a wooded path in Maine. A small town, where they would begin their new lives, sat at the end of the path. An old house was behind them, slowly being consumed by the flames. The old couple walked hand in hand, small smiles on their faces as they walked along through the darkness. It was a quiet and peaceful night apart from the roar of the flames and the screams coming from inside the house.

Help Myself

Emalyn Sharp George

If there is one thing that I have learned
It is that I am going to be burned
There is no worth in trust
It just makes me feel like I’ve been flattened by a bus 

It is better to be alone
Than to keep getting broken
My friends all leave me a little more hopeless 
I’ll rely on myself only
Even if it leaves me lonely 

I hate when life proves me right
I wanted to believe things would be different tonight 
The world is the same old mess
And my old methods still work best 

I’m not going to sit here and wallow in my pain 
There’s so much more that I have gained
I know that no one is worth my time
I know that someday I will be alright 

I can’t stop the flames
But I can fortify my armor
What you plan to destroy me with 
Will only make me stronger
Like a sword being forged
The heat stretches and grows
I’ll be sharper than iron
When exposed to the cold
So heat the fire up hotter
I won’t break or melt
I know better now
How to help myself.

Ornament

Emalyn Sharp George

I’m not a pretty ornament 
to hang up on a tree
Or set up on a pedestal
for all the world to see 
I’m under no obligation
to be a nice lady
If you want to push me too far 
you’ll see what a nightmare 
I can be 

Respect me
like you mean it
Act kindly
like you care
I’ll do the same for you 
After all, it’s only fair 
Treat me like an afterthought 
and see how lonely you will be 
I love myself too much
to be with someone
who doesn’t
love
Me

The First

Emalyn Sharp George

I’ve always hated beginnings.
I have an irrational fear of the unknown. 
You always said it would be okay.
You assured me that I wouldn’t be alone. 

I suppose that’s still true.
I just assumed you’d be here too.
I know that it’s naive to believe that things can’t change, 
But that’s what love will do to you. 

The only thing worse than a start,
Is the end of something good.
I can’t do anything about it this time, 
Although I really wish that I could. 

This is the first that I never wanted.
I waited by the phone all night,
But you didn’t call.
You weren’t here to say that you loved me, 
Instead, I heard nothing at all. 
I thought about ringing you up,
But I knew if I tried, 
It wouldn’t be your voice on the other side.
I have to accept the truth that you’re not coming back to me, 
And that this is the first day of many.

I Get to Marry Her

Jay Chambers

Her pink dress billows in the wind as she gets into my car. I am amazed that a woman like her would ever speak to someone who grew a beard so he’d look like a man and wears button-down denim shirts to conceal his hidden insecurities. She grasps my hand, clasping our fingers together like a locket. I smile in sheer ecstasy, knowing what her diamond ring means.

Forever Time

Jay Chambers

The ticking of the clock 
Proved to us our temporary youth 
That these days won’t last 

The days when 

we laugh underneath the moonlight 
Before I leave to head home 
Guided by a shining star 

we dance in your parent’s kitchen 
The only music our beating hearts 
And whispers of loving oaths 

you cry in longing 
Wishing that my feet were glued 
On the ground I stand. 

These days are temporal 
But we are pleased to know 
That the fleeting 
Soon will be the forever.

The Brothers

Jay Chambers

They weaved through the rows 
Picking cotton bolls, leaving 
Barren stalks, standing like 
Skeletons in the sunshine. 
The years passed 
grains of sand 
in the hourglass of time 
Dallas went to the navy and 
Travis went to work 
They reconvened amongst the cedars and the pines 
“The Chambers Christmas Tree Farm” 
The brothers worked together again 
In the silhouettes of Christmas trees at sundown 
Their hands no longer picked cotton bolls 
Or trimmed fragrant pines 
Now they grew old and frail 
Dallas passed in ‘11 
Granddaddy saw Jesus last Tuesday 
They are together again 
Weaving through golden streets 
Resting from all their labors in eternity

Sunday Mornings

Jay Chambers

Air so cold that it cuts my lungs, 
As I walk across the lichen and moss-covered yard, 
Passing chickens that are gathered around old bread. 
I strike my boots on splintered porch 
And knock in rhythm on the door. 

The door opens a void of dark 
And sunlight flies in 
Only to be absorbed by her face 
Lips curling into a smile 
When she sees me. 

The light of her smile 
Reflects back blindingly 
Filling me with gladness 
As I see her in Sunday best 
Gray dress becoming wedding gown 
In my eyes. 

My bones something old 
My joy something new 
Her scarf something blue. 

Sunday mornings bring 
Wedding bliss.

Patchwork

Jay Chambers

Green diamonds are interspersed throughout
Another diamond is floral print
I see a loose thread escaping on the right side 

Her mouth was a gaping void
Black empty and silent
Once it was filled with  

Blue diamonds join the pattern
Some are irregular now
It seems like the pattern 

Words that traveled the sides of a scale
Some too vulgar for my young ears
Others sweetened with diabetic love 

Breaks down as you stare
With different themes
Recurring throughout
Interrupted by 

The hospice nurse arrived at 3:25
All I remember was a bag of cat litter
To destroy the narcotics 

New patches of fabric that remind me
All about those days that seem like a blur

 The dusk obscures the blush pink diamonds
Fading them out into a washed out white 

A stretcher rolls through the hallway
It won’t fit through the door
Three men carry her out 

Together, diamonds become stars
Displaying a multi-colored brilliance
That only neuropathic hands could create 

I make biscuits in the kitchen
Rolling dough on bare countertop
Fighting back tears 

On top of the patchwork sits a small heart-shaped note
“I love you, Granny”
The tears don’t stop this time 

Preacher

Jay Chambers

The preacher, 
Adorned with a crown 
Of hoary hair 
Shuffles his way toward 
The sacred desk, 
A pulpit that could 
Swallow him up. 

He ascends to his office, 
A place that he once 
Filled, now it seems 
To fill him, with 
A life he longs 
To have. 

He opens his mouth 
The mouth that 
Filled the air with 
Melodious song and passioned 
Preaching struggles to 
Fill his lungs and 
Preach with all 
His power. 

His word is the old, 
Old story, the one he has loved so long. His 
Sermon lacks the shine It used to have 
When he was young. 

As he struggles through 
He exhorts the people to 
“Heed the voice of the prophet, 
Before it is too late” 
He speaks 
As a man 
Who is aware 
Of his own 
Mortality.