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Drop
Griffin Smith

Brightness
Leighann Summers

Blue
Griffin Smith

Amaranthine Bulwark
DeWayne Nicholson

200 Drops
Carolina Lamm

Yellow Dress
Tayla Vannelli

“Breakfast, honey?” I asked, holding up toast with peanut butter and honey drizzled over the top.

Minnie smiled but put her hand over her mouth to hide it. “You’re lucky I can’t keep a straight face for my life.”

I dropped my shoulders in mock sadness. “You didn’t find it at least a little amusing?”

She tilted her head in sympathy. “I find the fact that you think yourself amusing, amusing.”

I shrugged. “I’ll take it.”

I slid the plate towards her, and her erudite eyes glittered. Peanut butter and honey was her favorite way to have toast. I grinned softly at this sweet daughter of mine.

She noticed me watching her, and she looked up and grinned. My heart paused in place; my love fighting for some way to be accurately expressed. I opened my mouth to tell her I loved her, but just at that moment, honey slipped off the toast and into her lap. She gasped and put the toast down.

“Crap!” She grabbed some napkins and tried to dab it away, but the stain was noticeable, and it had definitely fallen in an unfortunate place. I looked away, but a smirk couldn’t help but find its way to my lips. “Don’t laugh!” she exclaimed while sniggering herself. “Honey landing in my crotch was not the way I planned to start my morning!”

She marched off dramatically in the direction of her room, but she hadn’t gone terribly far before the laughter came. She wasn’t the type of girl to be easily dismayed by stained clothing. I loved her for that.

Minnie was the wittiest and snarkiest young woman I had ever met or have yet to meet. She was the kind of kid who could do something wrong but do it in such a hilarious way that you couldn’t possibly be mad at her. Her dry humor had never been clearer than the time she explained why the garage door had been left open after she got home from school.

“I wanted to save you the trouble of having to press the button after you got home from work.” She shrugged.

I shook my head. “You do realize all I have to do is reach up and press the button in the car, right?”

“Yeah.”

I cocked an eyebrow. “So you leave the garage door open and vulnerable to an intruder, just so that I don’t have to raise a hand and press a button because I’m tired from work?”

She crossed her arms. “Fine, then. I’ll be less considerate next time.”

I crossed my arms in response. “You just forgot to do it, didn’t you?”

She scoffed at me, but a grin was pulling at her lips. “I resent that! All I was trying to do was save my hard-working father from having to lift one more finger

than absolutely necessary, and all his loving daughter gets in response are complaints? You’ll regret this, I assure you.”

The next day when I came home from work, the garage door was closed for once. I hit the button in the car to open it, but nothing happened. I hit it a few more times, but nothing moved. I finally reached up and grabbed the little device from the sun visor. The backing was removed, revealing an empty space where the batteries were supposed to be. I rolled my eyes and got out of the car. I opened the garage door manually after a few minutes of trying to loosen the rusty handle. I got back in my car and drove it in, then closed the garage door from the indoor button.

I walked in the kitchen to find Minnie pretending to not look like she had been waiting for me.

“Hey Daddy. How was work?”

I narrowed my eyes and set my backpack on the table. “Work was fine.” She nodded and suddenly became quite focused on the piece of paper in front of her. “So Minnie…”

“Mm?”

“Did you happen to, oh I don’t know, take the batteries out of my garage door opener?”

She looked up from her paper. “Perhaps.” She looked at my expression and put a hand to her chest. “Oh, I’m sorry! Was that not what you wanted? I had assumed based on yesterday that you really enjoy opening the garage door, so I let you have a more personal experience doing so. You’re welcome.” She grinned triumphantly and returned to the piece of paper.

I shook my head. “You know what, Millie? I was wrong earlier. I really appreciate you looking out for me by not making me press the button. It is actually quite exhausting.”

She harrumphed. “Uh-huh. That’s what I thought.”

The garage door was always left open every day after that. It wasn’t entirely safe, but parenting had revealed that sometimes you just accepted the things that didn’t make a lot of sense, because one day, you would look back and miss the irregularities. I had no idea quite how true that would be.

Minnie marched back into the kitchen, her brown eyes on fire as she put her hands on her hips. She was wearing a yellow sundress. Her brown, wavy hair fell over the thin straps and was a beautiful contrast to the brightness of the dress.

“I forgot I put in a load of laundry today. Besides, I don’t have time to find new pants and a shirt to go with it. Far too much effort.” She grabbed the toast and gingerly licked off the honey from the sides that were dripping.

“You look beautiful, Minnie.”

Her eyes lit up in surprise. She gave me a genuine smile. “Thanks,” she said sheepishly.

I handed her her bookbag. “Now get out of here. You’re going to be late.” She swung the backpack on her shoulder and gave me a slight wave with the toast-holding hand and rushed out the door.

If I had had any idea what would happen that day, I would have demanded a better goodbye. I can’t complain, I suppose. It had been a good dad day. But that morning should have been a sweet moment that I vaguely remembered with fondness, but instead, it’s a moment that’s burned into my memory tainted with sorrow. He ruined my good dad day. I will never forgive him for that.

I had to take the dress home. They were nice enough to fold it and place it in a box. I put it on the passenger seat as I drove back from the school. When I pulled up to the garage, the door was closed. Minnie hadn’t come home from school to leave it open. I reached up to press the button, but I stopped midway. Tears streaking my cheeks, I gingerly grabbed the box and got out of the car. I opened the garage door manually and left it open.

I stare at the box as I place it on the kitchen counter. Anger floods through me and I throw a plate at the wall. I crumble to the floor and fold into my sobs. I’m sure the neighbors can hear me and their sympathy seeps through the walls. I want to scream at them to mind their own business. I know this is all in my head, but grief makes it incredibly hard to be anywhere but your own head.

I take a deep breath and lay my hand on the small white box. Of course it’s white. They had to give me something to disrupt the seas of black that have marked the past few days. Tears continue to fall, but with a shaky post-sobbing breath, I open it.

Her beautiful yellow dress gleams up at me. The flower pattern innocently pleads with me to remember how young she was. The thin straps force me to think of the way her brown hair cascaded over them, darkness meeting sunshine. I stroke my hand across the fabric. A drop of snot falls from my nose to the dress, and I flinch as if someone struck me with a hot needle. I quickly wipe my nose and eyes with a tissue before returning to the priceless dress.

I lift it out of the box. My hands shake as I gingerly reach out and feel along the hole in the middle of the dress. It’s shockingly small, no larger than a gumball. Through the hole in the dress I can see the stool she sat on when she ate her toast. That was the toast that caused her to stain her jeans which made her change into this dress. I shouldn’t be able to see that stool. I shouldn’t be able to see through this yellow fabric. There shouldn’t be a hole. There shouldn’t be an empty stool and a closed garage door. Yet here I am, standing with a torn yellow dress in my hands. I clutch the fabric like maybe, just maybe, if I picture her wearing it for long enough, the hole might disappear, and brown hair might tickle my hands as I hug her shoulders.

The hole never closes, and the garage door is never left open.

Totality
Eva Cruz

How long has it been since the Sun
and Moon enjoyed each other’s love?
Only smiles and glances to keep them
satisfied. The moon twirls to her
lover as fast as her orbit lets her.
She covers her lover’s
face so the world can’t see his hot,
blushing cheeks. They marvel in each other’s
beauty and embrace for a
brisk hug that leaves the world dark.
How dare we invade their privacy?
They cast a ring in the sky to show us
their love.
It’s too much
for our naked eyes to bear.

The Lightkeeper
Taryn Cyncholl

My eyes are blinded
Spinning light in the tower
In a flash it’s gone

Sailors’ assistance
They shall not be led astray
Ships navigation

He watches over
The wandering boats below
Now out of harm’s way.

The Midnight Recluse
Griffin Smith

He sat on a bench by a street corner, just a few blocks from Albany Ct. The streets were submerged, yet the sidewalk escaped its clutches by mere centimeters. The piano, with wood soaked and rotten, served as company, for he wasn’t fond of being pestered by annoyances. He rotated his right hand in the air and settled it upon a note. A beautiful, yet bleak, sound rung among the streets. He pressed his index upon another, then one more. He was always told to follow his passion, yet he felt unconcerned about his future. There was nothing left for him. He missed her. With a swift inconsistency, a sedan’s violent movement caved the skull of the one he once believed to be his first and last love.

He couldn’t tell if he was weeping, or if the rain was targeting his right cheek specifically. Nonetheless, he pressed another key. His soul was fulfilled again, but temporarily. He missed him, his only son. With an extended period of suffering, the motion became motionless, and the malignancy in the brain was depleted into black. He no longer suffered. Another tear trickled down his cheek, this time his left. He remained seated in his bench, without a motive to press another key. He glanced down to his opened briefcase and noticed 3 coins, organized similarly to the family he once cherished so. He was without purpose and decided to make his way to the ocean-like street, while the rains fell upon him like an onslaught of liquid arrows, piercing his skin from the icy consistency.

He sat in the water, then proceeded to lay down. If he didn’t drown, surely a roaming vehicle would assist in his endeavors. Minutes passed, and the water didn’t submerge his face. The sound of a moving vehicle never approached. Instead, the sound of footsteps gradually emerged from the darkness. He attempted to make out the figure but could not do so. Closer and closer, the figure approached. He began to realize it was another man. Walking on the sidewalk, the man glared down at him insolently as he passed. There is no “good” in the world, he thought. He desired a simple kind gesture. The man was not aware of the deed I am about to do. He continued to rest on the flooded ground until he heard the slight hum of an oncoming vehicle, growing closer and closer until he saw black, then light

The End of the Tunnel
Dannielle Greisemer

The train had been moving steadily. Sure, the driver took a turn or two faster than what would have suited me, but I was not afraid.

I had never ridden a train before, but I liked them. I remembering walking to the station with my father when I was young. I watched the trains start and stop. I liked the sounds, smells, and sights. But now, at seventeen, I was actually riding one. Not under my ideal circumstances, however.

My father had been drafted. My sister marries and moved away. My mother got sick and died last autumn. My home was invades, and we are all refugees now. Refugees riding this train to the good Lord knows where.

This 4-4-0 American Standard steam locomotive had been traveling at fifty miles an hour. We entered the tunnel, and our speed dropped. They turned the head lantern on. I could see he light bouncing off the walls.

The ride had been smooth, up until that moment. The train bumped violently and ground to a halt. The coach swayed. I braced for impact and awaited shattering glass. Nothing. The train stopped safely.

We waited. Surely this train would start again. The longer we waited, the more we risked. The army told us to leave, so we did. How long before they changed their minds? Before they hunted us down like the Egyptians after the Israelites? Where was God now? Murmuring began on the train. Talk of a trap or a conspiracy. The enemy never intended us to leave peacefully.

The conductor flung the door of our coach open. “There has been a rail twisted off the track. Our engine has derailed…” Panic began to spread. I tried to listen closer. “We’re not sure

how far to the next town. This is not a regularly scheduled train. No one is expecting us to pass through. The driver, fireman, and I have decided we can continue on foot from here. “If everyone will please step off the train. We can safely leave this tunnel. Help will come from there.”

Groaning and complaining commenced. “You can’t make us walk!” “I will not be leaving my seat.” “We could be walking for miles.” “This can’t be safe!” “I didn’t wear my walking shoes.” And so on.

Someone had to make the first move. So I stood up from my seat. I gathered my small handbag and made my way to the door. The conductor offered me his hand. I gratefully took it and stepped to the ground. I felt the gravel under the thin soles of my shoes. I pray this is not a long walk. My thick leather boots had been taken by the army.

“I’m going too!” I heard a boy yell. I turned and could just make out the boy jumping from the coach. One by one, other passengers stepped to the ground. They all carried small bundles and bags. Mothers held babies. Fathers carried small children. The first boy stood beside me and offered to carry my bag. God please deliver us from this darkness, I prayed softly.

The conductor held the lantern high and guided us along the train. We could clearly see where the engine derailed. It made for a tight squeeze between the engine and the wall of the tunnel. The tunnel was entirely dark except for the conductor’s lantern. The driver and fireman stand with the engine, hoping for help to come. They had kept the other lantern.

So we twenty odd refugees crowded behind the conductor. No one could afford to be left behind. We were all that was left of our little town. All the eligible men had been drafted. Many young women had volunteered as nurses or married to get out of town. An influenza epidemic then took out more of our town. Those of us in the tunnel are all that is left.

After twenty short minutes, the children started complaining. The elderly asked to pause. “Conductor, how long is this tunnel?” I asked. He was leaning against the cave wall examining the lantern oil.

“Not sure ma’am. I’m not all too familiar with this line. Could be a mile, or three.” He shrugged. Alright God, we need Your strength to get through this. Our small band started walking again. No food, no water, we were going to make it only by the grace of God. We had to keep moving.

A young mother began to fall behind. I slowed my pace and offered to carry her baby for awhile. As we picked the pace back up, I noticed the conductor’s lantern seemed dimmer. God please deliver us soon, I prayed again. We stopped again after another thirty minutes.

“I regret to inform you all that our lantern is nearly out of oil.” The conductor said loudly. His voice echoed all around the cave. Fear and panic arose. They were tired and thirsty. An hour had passed since we left the derailed train. The children were tired. The elderly were sore. But we couldn’t stop, not yet. We needed to keep going.

I stood up first once again. I addressed the cross nervously: “Friends, we have to keep moving. We are too far in to turn back now. Our God will not forsake us. He delivered His thousands from the hand of the Egyptians. So too will He deliver us from this darkness.” The panic seemed to quiet down. “Where is your faith and perseverance?” I made my way to the front of the crowd, still carrying the child. I looks down the length of the tunnel. It was dark with no end in sight. I was not afraid. I started walking. With one hand on the cave wall, I slowly moved out of the dim lantern light.

It was not long before the conductor and the others began moving again too. The light enveloped me once again. We began moving steadily. Fifteen minutes later, our lantern sputtered out. “Everyone place a hand on the wall and keep walking.” The conductor said calmly.

Trying not to panic, our group kept moving. Suddenly up ahead, I see what looks like a light. Am I imagining things? Perhaps my eyes are playing tricks on me. “Mama look!” Shouted a young girl from further back in the crowd. “I see light! God saved us.” Everyone in the group started to see it too. It took every bone in my body not to run. I was still holding the baby. The pace of the whole group definitely increased.

We finally made it to the light. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust to the brightness of the outside. I began to make out shapes. Figures moving. People? For the first time since we were embarked on this journey I was filled with fear. Was this a trap all along? Because these are definitely soldiers outside this tunnel.

“Papa!” One of the young boys yelled and ran out of the tunnel into the arms of a uniformed soldier. Almost immediately the rest of the group ran out as well. These were our men! We really were saved. God has delivered us. That’s when I see him in the center of camp. Sitting at a desk, scribbling in a journal. I handed the baby I was still holding back to his mother and ran. I haven’t run like this since I was a kid.

“Daddy!” I yelled. He stood up and held his arms out. Finally, we were all safe. Thank you, I prayed to my heavenly Father as I stood in the arms of my earthly father.